Blue Notes

When you're running away from who you are..  You should expect an inevitable break down. This is how it happened for me... I was driving my mini van to church...  My kids were making noise in the back.  But I was wondering if I took my Prozac. Im not sure what was playing that day... It could have been Muddy Waters.. Or Ventura Highway.. Or something from the Talking Heads... "You May Ask Yourself!!"..   What I know for sure is that everything was a blur. As I drove up to the drop off.. I helped my kids from the van....  And My wife kissed me and told me she would see me inside, and I circled the parking lot for a place to park. After passing several spaces I circled a second time.  Then a third. And then suddenly I was flying away.. down the street. I don't know how I got out there... (or why..). But I was on the run... with The Blues playing fast and furious behind me.             These notes... are the story of the paradox of how I left everything just for a little bit.. so I could get back home.     These are my blue notes.